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State of Anguish

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Now I fucking know

so you tried to ruin my name
like I'm not already ruined
Looking back, I was never the same
but you already knew that
you couldn't take what's left of my brain
so you pushed and pulled until it's gone
so it's gone, but I'm still here

and bleeding out because of you;
the frigid years of reopened wounds
as the prime directive of your abuse
when I'd do anything to bend over backwards again

So bury me in life's regret
as if there's something that I don't get.
I already knew that I didn't fit
now that I'll do anything but bend over backwards again

So shut the light out; you'll never get it
this is the soundtrack of a fucked up kid
fighting the thought that I'll never get better
so if I'm going down, then we'll be going together


released July 25, 2019
Mixed and mastered by Wyatt Oberholzer at the Knife Lair in Philadelphia
Art by Dan White


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